after 2 years cana tinggal blog ni..(sorry to abandoned u blog 😔) a day after advice frm one of the important person in mylife suggested that i should do blogging again since i'm in miserable condition.
huh..speaking mat salleh kau..sbnarnya boleh je wa speaking mat saleh..xnk tnjuk je..nk mnunjuk2 kat org konon kita pndai..puii
sorii..dat was alittle bit of my anger..haha..tp hr ni wa tulis blog bkn sbb nk lpas marah..nope!! i'm done wif that.. from now on..wa mau bukak buku baru...nk start life baru..life untuk wa lebih dekat dgn Allah...
this past two years..after i finished my training at KTD and i've been submitted to Ipoh, i've lose myself over time. i forgot everything about Allah..how Allah is most gratefull and kindfull toward His followers.. bukan la nk kta wa lupa trus tak... cuma bila masalah mnimpa..instead of sujud kat tikar sembahyang and berdoa n merintih pd Allah, i oftenly tweet out my anger and spoke bad words..so ashame of myself..i'm so ashame of the person i become.. all bcoz i was sizzle with all these worlds nowadays..
tanpa wa duga..one tragic tragedy occured and bring me back to Allah..to my basic passion. so instead of furious or angry wif those people who actually intentionally break me, i must say THANK YOU and i really mean it.. coz u bring me back to Allah.. no i'm not mad at all.. not at all..u are pleased to do watever u want.. it's fine by me..it's okay..thanx a lot i've found my ultimate unconditional LOVE of my life..that is the One and The Almighthy ALLAH.
i'm so gratefull i got to chance to realize it sooner.i'm gratefull that Allah still gave me a chance to open my heart again.
Thank You Allah for believe in me and never give up on me.
Last but not least, Ziana sayang Allah..